Do not get me wrong, there is a part of me that wants kids. In fact, I have always wanted kids. I have always known that I wanted to love other people's kids, by being a step-parent or adoption too.
Today, after a long week of screaming children, with lots of bugers and spit-ups, I have decided it is a good thing I don't have any at the moment. I look forward to the selfish "me time" at the end of my day where I am not holding hands, settling fights, digging stuff out of mouths and checking for "stinky bums". I am tired of parents who are just as burned out as I am not caring that their kid is screaming, they just have to take two classes at the gym. Or who don't seem to care much if their kid is the bitter. I have just had enough.
Do you think that this is a sign that I need a vacation? I think it is. Unfortunately none of my friends have spare time in the summer (with the exception of one that I am putting a call out to today!) and while a vacation on my own sounds fun...I kinda like having someone to hangout with.
Who knows, I will see what happens. All I know is it better be soon, once I start my biggest loser competition I am back to heavy duty workouts and hard core food restrictions again. Blah. But worth the money and the weight I will lose. Totally worth it.
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