I know it is normal to have stress and such when at my stage of life. I am 10 weeks from getting married, moving in 1 week and I work three jobs. I am planning a wedding, on my own. I came up with all the ideas, I am doing all the planning, I am doing all the executing.

I am freaking out.

It is too much and I am really ready to run to vegas and elope. Would anyone mind? Would it really be that big of a deal? I know it would. I know that there would be a lot of people who would be sad that they weren't a part of it, but I really am ready to be done with the work of it all. It's like a 4th job that costs me money instead of earning me money.

I love Jared. I am so grateful for him. I am so lucky that he loves me even when I have my freak out days. I am so in love with him.