Love Him

This is my Jared. This is the smile I love and can't wait to see every day.

It has been a rough week. I had more than one break down and a cried more than I have since we met. Jared was perfect. He let me talk through my anxiety and stress and comforted me. He set me straight a few time when I was a little nutty and he encouraged me to stay positive. 

When I was exhausted and felt gross and grimey from a rough few days he looked at me and said, "You are so cute when you are tired. And so beautiful." For real? I feel disgusting inside and out and you think I am cute and beautiful? I am the luckiest girl to have found the one man who thinks that of me in my gross times. 

I am so grateful to have found someone who loves me so completely and so sweetly. He took me shoe shopping on a particularly rough day. Seriously? How can I not love this man?

Not that I love him for his shoe shopping. I love him for his calmness when I am crazy. I love him for his steadfastness when I am unsure. I love his uncertainty when I am convinced. I love his love of his family and of me. I love his dedication to the gospel. I love that he treats me like I deserve to be treated. I love that he spoils me even when he doesn't have to.

I count myself as a very blessed and lucky girl.