I have been waiting for what seems like forever to have the chance to marry my Jared. It seems like I have waited much longer than the 4 months it has taken. I see an end in sight.
Today was the first day I have had any nerves. I have been extra emotional and have the butterflies in my belly kind of feeling all day long. Not that I am questioning marrying Jared, I am definitely not, but the huge change that is coming in my life has suddenly become a reality. Suddenly it is very real! I can hardly believe it is going to actually happen.
I feel so blessed. So many things have worked out for the best for us and I am so grateful for that. I know that while the temple has always been my dream, and still is, that marrying Jared is the right thing to do. That while it may not be forever for the moment, that we will have forever. I don't know why it is happening this way for us but I have faith that Heavenly Father has a plan for us and that things will come together in the long run for our good. We are both current temple recommend holders and have promised each other that will always have current recommends. It isn't that we can't go, but we can't be sealed at the moment.
As I realize I am making huge changes in my life that will not only affect me but my family as well I am trying to take the time in the hectic next 10 days to be grateful for the love and peace I have felt. Blessings abound in my life, even if I don't understand all of them yet.
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