21 Days

There are only 21 days, two weeks, until I get to marry my wonderful Jared.

I am still surprised sometimes that it has all happened. It is hard to picture my life without Jared in it at the point, which is a good thing, but so odd! I was so used to being single and always being alone that I I am really enjoying having someone to share my days with.

I always knew that my meeting and marrying someone would be an interesting event. We have been outside of the norm most of our relationship and I love it. I love that we dated and got engaged fast, much to the shock and concern of parents. I love that we were both so sure and so in love with each other. Sure, we have our moments, but in the end we always come back to the fact that we love each other and that there is no one we would rather be with.

I love that Jared is anxious to meet my family. Another odd thing about us, Jared hasn't met my family. He won't meet them until 2 days before the wedding. He is so cute when he asks questions about family members.

I love that he is calm when I am not. That he thinks when I don't and that he spoils me rotten. My heart still skips a beat when he says my name and when he walks in the door after work. I love it that he come to the apartment at 3:45am to give me a hug and kiss good morning and tell me to have a good day before he heads to work. I love that he gets excited to share good news with me.

He is the right person for me. He balances me out, he brings out the good parts of me and he loves me more than I can even begin to believe sometimes. I am so in love with him and 21 days seems like it is just too far away to start my forever with him.