Tuesday, April 1, 2008

Backboards and CAT Scans

I am trying to stay optimistic. I am really trying to find the good and learning from the bits and pieces of my life. But this week started out on the wrong foot in a big way.
We got a snow storm Sunday and by Monday morning it was 6 inches of snow and ice. I trekked up to campus for my one class and it was cancelled. I was annoyed and headed back slipping and sliding the whole way. There was a layer of ice over everything and the campus hadn't been salted yet. I was almost home free when it happened.
I stepped on the first step and fell down the stairs. I hit my head on the top step, my neck on the second, my back on the third, my rear end on the fourth and my legs on the last. I hit hard. I laid there in shock and pain as I heard people asking me if I was OK and if I needed help. In the end I was whisked the the hospital on a backboard, in a neck collar in an ambulance. I endured x-rays and CAT scans and pain and fear. For a moment I was scared that there was a serious problem. After a wonderful shot of morphine and hours and hours at the hospital, I was released. I sprained my lower back, pulled all the muscles in my upper back and shoulders and have a swollen neck and head. The drainage is beyond disgusting. I can not get comfortable.
There are amazing things right around the corner for me. I have to believe that. I have to believe that the Lord is keeping me in his arms right now. Please keep me in your prayers, because I don't know how I can find the good in this one.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Ok my most favorite roommate ever...you must be more careful. Maybe I should get you some of those shoes with ice picks in them so that you have more traction. I am sorry you are going through a rough patch right now, but I truly believe that everything happens for a reason and that the lord is with you always. It may not seem like he knows what he is doing, but he does. I also want you to know that I am always here for you, just incase you forgot!

hope said...

Nikki, Nikki... I am so sorry. OUCH!!! I also agree with Liz, though. Trials are made to strengthen us. I also believe that most trials we experience now are to prepare us to be stronger for other things to come many years from now. Have faith.

Emily said...

YIKES! What a fall, it sounds terrible! I hate ice, that must be why I live in Texas...

Anyway, hang in there. Things will be better soon, I know it!

***LIZ*** said...

Nichole!! Oh my goodness! I hope you are better soon. That is awful you definately get a spot reserved in my prayers!