Monday, December 1, 2008

Miracles

The holiday season always makes me thoughtful. I am more prone to tears and heart warming stories. I am crier anyway, but cry more during the holiday season. So, when I got this little story I reluctantly read it. And, in true form, I was crying by the end. Please read it and then listen to my story.
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In September 1960, I woke up one morning with six hungry babies and just 75 cents in my pocket. Their father was gone.

The boys ranged from three months to seven years; their sister was two. Their Dad had never been much more than a presence they feared. Whenever they heard his tires crunch on the gravel driveway they would scramble to hide under their beds.

He did manage to leave $15 a week to buy groceries.

Now that he had decided to leave, there would be no more beatings, but no food either. If there was a welfare system in effect in southern Indiana at that time, I certainly knew nothing about it.

I scrubbed the kids until they looked brand new and then put on my best homemade dress, loaded them into the rusty old 51 Chevy and drove off to find a job. The seven of us went to every factory, store and restaurant in our small town.

No luck.

The kids stayed crammed into the car and tried to be quiet while I tried to convince who ever would listen that I was willing to learn or do anything. I had to have a job.

Still no luck. The last place we went to, just a few miles out of town, was an old Root Beer Barrel drive-in t hat had been converted to a truck stop. It was called the Big Wheel. An old lady named Granny owned the place and she peeked out of the window from time to time at all those kids. She needed someone on the graveyard shift, 11 at night until seven in the morning. She paid 65 cents an hour, and I could start that night.

I raced home and called the teenager down the street that baby-sat for people. I bargained with her to come and sleep on my sofa for a dollar a night. She could arrive with her pajamas on and the kids would already be asleep. This seemed like a good arrangement to her, so we made a deal.

That night when the little ones and I knelt to say our prayers, we all thanked God for finding Mommy a job. And so I started at the Big Wheel.
When I got home in the mornings I woke the baby-sitter up and sent her home with one dollar of my tip money-- fully half of what I averaged every night. As the weeks went by, heating bills added a strain to my meager wage.

The tires on the old Chevy had the consistency of penny balloons and began to leak. I had to fill them with air on the way to work and again every morning before I could go home.

One bleak fall morning, I dragged myself to the car to go home and found four tires in the back seat. New tires! There was no note, no nothing, just those beautiful brand new tires.

Had angels taken up residence in Indiana? I wondered.

I made a deal with the local service station. In exchange for his mounting the new tires, I would clean up his office. I remember it took me a lot longer to scrub his floor than it did for him to do the tires.

I was now working six nights instead of five and it still wasn't enough. Christmas was coming and I knew there would be no money for toys for the kids. I found a can of red paint and started repairing and painting some old toys. Then I hid them in the basement so there would be something for Santa to deliver on Christmas morning.

Clothes were a worry too. I was sewing patches on top of patches on the boys pants and soon they would be too far gone to repair.

On Christmas Eve the usual customers were drinking coffee in the Big Wheel. There were the truckers, Les, Frank, and Jim, and a state trooper named Joe.

A few musicians were hanging around after a gig at the Legion and were dropping nickels in the pinball machine. The regulars all just sat around and talked through the wee hours of the morning and then left to get home before the sun came up.

When it was time for me to go home at seven o'clock on Christmas morning, to my amazement, my old battered Chevy was filled full to the top with boxes of all shapes and sizes. I quickly opened the driver's side door, crawled inside and kneeled in the front facing the back seat. Reaching back, I pulled off the lid of the top box. Inside was whole case of little blue jeans, sizes 2-10! I looked inside another box: It was full of shirts to go with the jeans.

Then I peeked inside some of the other boxes. There was candy and nuts and bananas and bags of groceries. There was an enormous ham for baking, and canned vegetables and potatoes. There was pudding and Jell-O and cookies, pie filling and flour. There was whole bag of laundry supplies and cleaning items.

And there were five toy trucks and one beautiful little doll.

As I drove back through empty streets as the sun slowly rose on the most amazing Christmas Day of my life, I was sobbing with gratitude. And I will never forget the joy on the faces of my little ones that precious morning.


Yes, there were angels in Indiana that long-ago December. And they all hung out at the Big Wheel truck stop....

THE POWER OF PRAYER. I believe that God only gives three answers to prayer:

1. 'Yes!'
2. 'Not yet.'
3. 'I have something better in mind.'

You maybe going through a tough time right now but God is getting ready to bless you in a way that you cannot imagine.

This prayer is powerful, and prayer is one of the best gifts we receive. There is no cost but a lot of rewards. Let's continue to pray for one another.
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What a sweet story of a family in need getting just enough to get by. The mother working her hardest to do what she could and having those around seeing her need and helping when and where they could.

I have experienced miracles in the last few months that while don't pull at the heart stings in the same ways, are just as much a miracle to me.

When I lost my job in March I thought I would find a way to make it work, and I did until July. Then I lost another job and I struggled to find a way to make one very part time job cover the costs of living. Not to mention the thousands of dollars I sunk into a car that never did work again. My family began to have problems. I began to feel like the world was crashing in on me and that I couldn't do anything to make it work.

And the miracles began.

In August an envelope with my name on it found it's way to my house, with $200 in cash in it. Just enough to pay my bills. I struck a deal with Logan, I would cook for him in exchange he would buy my food. One less worry, I could eat.

In September, I worked hard and got extra hours at work and did a few side jobs, almost enough to make it through the month. I pinched pennies and worked my hardest to make everyone believe I had it under control. And I almost did. I hate admitting that I struggled as much as I did.

In October things got messy. Someone paid my rent for me, I still don't know who. Family problems exploded. I spent many days and nights worrying that I wouldn't be able to make things work out. I applied for 4 or 5 jobs a day and nothing ever seemed to pan out. I spent hours on my knee's begging for some sort of respite from the worry and stress. Not to mention the heartache I didn't think I had the heart for anymore. Many tears and hugs filled that month for me.

November I began to see light. The miracle of the cars graced my life. A car for cheap came into my life and through many miracles, it sits in my driveway. And then someone came and bought my old car, not anywhere near what I put into it, but enough that it made the stress of the last month melt away. I can pay all my bills and be ok. I also was blessed with a job. Not the most glamorous, but a job. I had the blessing of a tremendous bout of answered prayers from my Father in Heaven and great friends. And just last week, a few extra bucks showed up in my mail box.

When I have felt like I couldn't make it another day, when there was less than nothing in my bank account and when I felt the most alone, I was blessed. I was given what I needed. I had miracles happen.

I don't have much, and I can't surprise anyone with four new tires or cash, but I want to be the miracle in someone else's life. I want to be looking for the people who could use what I have to offer. I want to be able to help be the lord's hands this holiday season and through the rest of my life.

2 comments:

Liv said...

You make me want to try to be more positive about my life!!!!

Thanks for sharing.

The Jensen's said...

You totally made me cry. Those stories make me cry everytime.