Thursday, March 18, 2010

4x the Weight

I am feeling great. I rocked at the gym today doing 4x the weight I thought I could do! I really realized how much I have changed as a person in the last year.
I have always been determined. I want to do things my own way and as many people could tell you, I stood my ground on the things I wanted, believed or thought. I haven't changed that determination just refocused it. I am determined to push myself to the limits. If it means adding weight or doing more reps, I'll push until I can't.
I can not take all the credit for my success. I owe it to a few other people as well.
My trainer, you have heard me mention him a few times, is amazing. He took me from doing a few lunges, fake sit-ups, barely push-ups to 100's of lunges, 100's of hollow rocks (harder than sit-ups!) and more push-ups than I like to think about. He never stopped pushing me to do more, encouraging me when I felt weak and not wanting to try anymore and amazed at how great I am today. He helped me set up regular workout routines, diet helps and a shoulder to complain to about my diet, workout and stress in relation to the whole thing. I am happy to have Zack as my trainer.
My friend Carrie offered initial diet tips and snack ideas when I was at a loss.
My friend Chantal for believing in me and what I could do it.
While my physical appearance has changed a lot and that is what many people see, it is really more of a change on the inside. Knowing I can do, want to do and have the ability to know that the only person that really matters in all of this, is me.

2 comments:

Carl and Debra Lee said...

You are awesome girl! I'm so proud of you. I know how hard this is to do and I am glad you have a great support group that is helping you. I've 50 and I'm stuck. I know it is the workout stuff. I need to pump it up and kick butt. I have been doing pretty well with the food part. I have really become a much healthier eater. Keep it up girl!
Love you, Aunt Debra

Anonymous said...

Thanks Aunt Debra! You can do it! I hit a crazy spot too where is was hard to keep losing but I found it out that it is then that you really have to push because that is when your metablism and muscle make up are changing. It is a hard road but 50 lbs is worth celebrating! I am proud of you, it is hard to change and I can only imagine it is harder for you having a couple more years than I do. Only a couple though. ;)