Green with Envy

I have so many things that I want to say to express and it is so many that I am at a loss of how to start.

People around me are always pregant. It's just like and the time of life that I am in. For the most part I just scream inside and happily discuss baby stuff. It's not that I am not happy for my pregnant friends, I am just insanely jealous. Green with envy.

I listen to others complain about being pregnant or getting pregnant before they were ready and it is all I can do to not scream in their face "BUT YOU ARE! I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING TO BE PREGNANT!". But that is rude and inconsiderate.

I know that no one out there is trying to upset me or to seem ungrateful but when want something so bad and others seem to take it for granted, I lose it. Not that people can't complain about being miserable, they can, just know that there is someone out there envying the morning sickness, the tiredness, the backaches...all of it.