So I was super happy to have ovulated but I am beginning to think this cycle is not going to be a good one. I have had a lot of pain today and I have a feeling that I am dealing with a cyst or two. I am so bummed. I hate cyst pain. It is just one more reminder of how my body doesn't work like other women's do.
I have had cysts since I was 18 or so, at least I know at 18 it was cysts. sometimes just little ones and sometimes big ones. Ones big enough to cause so much pain that I puke from the pain. I know what to do and how to handle it but I hate that it is something I know. I am wishing I didn't know how to handle it.
Getting pregnant this cycle is so much less likely now. Which makes every single day waiting to start a period or until cycle day 35 so I can get provera is miserable.
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