The hubs and I enjoyed a game night with friends and then a lazy morning with no alarms. We woke up and chatted about life and plans and memories of the last few years.
It was easy and fun. It was calm and beautiful. It was perfect,
We want kids, more than anything. I pump my body full of hormones and meds for the chance to get pregnant. But...
I love where we are. I love waking up next to my sweetheart, to smile as he puts his arm around me as we talk about everything. I love the calmness and happiness that just being together gives us.
I am ok with where we are, because it is such a sweet place. I sometimes feel bad that I am ok with where we are, even though we ache for kids. It is hard reconcile those two places and feelings in life.
For today, being with my husband is enough. Together we are enough.
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