Shocked

I was a crying mess today. I cried at everything. I have twinges of pain in the kidney's/bladder, I'm tired and just emotional. So I cried about peoples baby pictures, about pregnancy posts on FB and upon reading articles about kids being left in hot cars. 

Then I did an OPK. It was totally and 100% positive. 

I was shocked. SHOCKED.

(taken after it had dried, but still looks just as positive!)

No meds this cycle and I can't remember the last time I ovulated on a non-medicated cycle. I stared at it forever thinking I was dreaming. I wasn't.

So, it the midst of the crazy of the last few weeks my body at least decided to ovulate. Unmedicated. So there is hope. I needed to remember that and keep that in mind.