Trying to conceive is hard. Not just on me. We want kids so badly and it hurts to have no control.
I feel like there is something wrong with me that I can't accomplish this, the most basic of human functions. It's not that others make me feel bad, it's the disappointment that I have that is the hardest.
I feel bad that I take metformin twice a day to help my body do what it should, to regulate my hormones. Then, for 5 days each cycle I pop Clomid into the mix. To help me have more viable eggs and lengthen my luteal phase. I basically ingest all this stuff in hopes that a baby my be the end result.
All the while smiling and acting like each time I see a baby it doesn't hurt. I've gotten pretty good at that, sadly.
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